11 months n few days henceforth......m back.....high on alcohol n if ppl r to belive me certainly high on my spirits too....contrary to popular belief dat ppl spate out filth n tend to be hyper vulgar when high on alcohol,ifeel just the opposite....
Me n my room partners r not regular drunkyards n few pegs of any brand of whisky makes us get out of this fake world conscious yet trying to prove its mettle by doing things which would make it popular but not self-popular....just 2 pegs were enough for me to get to the realism.....boozing n enjoying is one thing but getting into converstaion after dat is just the other.....ppl tend to speak nothing but truth n reality...n i who's not so vocal try to pen it down...i laid this extra effort just to remind myself what exactly i am when m faking it out to the world.....faking just to make sure dat m pa r with them...no matter even if dat means accepting certain degraded values of the society which according to recent n populist ppl's terms r latest trends.....trends which v need to follow to move on in live.....
two hours after the alcohol started numbing the central nervous system i went into conversation with a friend....though not in particular but he pointed my shortcomings.....damn...!! i to realize it n feel i have gone a long way....long way in accepting the modern theories,tryin to be hip-hoff,trackin things which would make me feel prodigy....but certaily m faking it all up....3 yrs in coll i agree i have disregarded a lot things...my injustices to ppl have been a regular phenomenon....just trying to prove m right no matter even if it means lying to some close frens n breaking promises with ppl....d gaurav which came in the college with a decent attitude,big dreams n a natural frair seems to have lost in the race of life.....ya i have geared up if its concerned with being notorious n trying to ruin ppl's happiness but d karizma i has certainly lack-lustered....m yet not sure why exactly i couldn't help myself.....
Offlate my compromises with life had feel very regular....no matter wat happens i feel its destined....the hunger within has certaily cooled down....nowadays ppl regard me as a filth on the road....m over-looked n avoided my many....ppl who loved talking to me sometimes back feel stuck up in my company.....f*** i feel d same....
My getting accustomed to this latest trend is not something new....most of the ppl fall in the same trap....though its not too late n the litmus test the life is subjecting me through is yet to be over......but it all depends on me....at 12:5 am n certainly high on whisky my tottering these lines seems to be my call of conscoius but its the new day tomorrow which'll tell me where i lead to.....will i adhere to the correct path or stick to the place where ppl find themselves stuck with me....its a big question but certainly the concious of mine will lead me the right way...hope...!!! it ends the right way n i get my rights rite.....!!!!
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wat.....???? try again......!!!!
Ever since people in my coll hav been bitten by this ever advanced n lucrativ yet so unappealing wi-fi bug a msg is a common scenario on computer screens for most number of times.....the msg proudly says TRY AGAIN.....though the effort dat may come in to clicking d button of the mouse on dis revered tab may not be calories-consuming but yeah takes a hell lot of patience out of me waitin for my desired web page to finally opening in...Even dis blogspot site took 600 long seconds to open n nearly tested my long withstandin patience....
I was wondering how dis mysterious word would havr made its way from research labs to d computer screens of v tech savvy ppl....however i still hav vivid pictures of the hindi version of 'try again' on age old doordarshan programs...though i was a kid then barely understandin the plight ppl might hav to undergo seein this msg on screen...with my age d occurance of this mgs coming n making a slam on my life became more common.....i still remember d 1999 world cup which was promoted widely by its sponsors......being a ardent n obvoius fan in a cricket crazy nation i kept a track of all the events leadin to the world cup.....A major sponsor of the world cup den launched a scheme then which offfered ppl a chance to make their way to england for the world cup( ya...!! ur rite...all expenses paid...)..one was supposed to collect certain amount of the product wrappers n exchange it with a scratch card wich wud ultimately decide ur million dollar or penniless fortune.....m a big optimist..no matter how low d probablity of my successes r , i stand by it....however as the odds mights hav turned out i was welcomed by a msg saying 'TRY AGAIN"....though all my dreams shattered but dat was my 1st genuine rendezvous wid this ultra popular n money-mobilizing slogan for all d commercial vendors( i prefer calling these callous industries 'vendors'....it suits d best)....
Ever since i have encountered this phrase a no. of times.....right from web pages to the results of certain entrance exams....though some exams r quite apologetic n do feel n say sorry for ur failure but s msg sayin try again feels a hard slap on one's face makin spoof of all the efforts dat may have been laid in preparing for the exams....i have suffered it quite a no of times....most of the times i felt sorry for my computer which time n again displayed the msg sayin 'sorry u could'nt make it'....
But offlate in college TRY AGAIN or RE-DO( a shorter,harsher n simpler version) has been pretty common occurance....recollecting all such happenings n writin it down may be a bit difficult as m very sure by then my sleep would also welcome with a statement sayin 'try again' wen i get to bed....so here's in short...
The most credited subject of b.tech curriculam is the final yr project....i ( i mean v) have been very sincere wid our project leavin no stones unturned at every step....ever since we acknowledged d fact that our project would take a lot out of us we decided to be ultra careful...hard work has been our prority n v had been workin in labs for almost 5-6 hours a day...n 6 days a week....however fate had some tryin things stored in for us when a culture which v prepared after a week long work was declared contaminated by our project guide....it felt like shit wen ur hard work is thrown off the records....that time too the words Try Again kept revolving my mind....i felt a sense of urgency n showed a positive spirit to my sir sayin v'll try again....it was later dat i realised dat i made dat statement just to get relieved to d work v might had to do then....d week starts again tomorro n 'll get to work once again....more dan work the phrase 'TRY AGAIN' 'll be makin rounds in my mind...m not sure wat it really means...is it a statement meant to console others after one's non performance or is it an assurance of perfection in the next attemp....with the way things r goin around us( certainly after being bugged by SASTRA's wi-fi,i mean it only...)...i doubt if it means either of the above......understandin its meaning is certainly at discretion of the readors or we listeners.....!!!
I was wondering how dis mysterious word would havr made its way from research labs to d computer screens of v tech savvy ppl....however i still hav vivid pictures of the hindi version of 'try again' on age old doordarshan programs...though i was a kid then barely understandin the plight ppl might hav to undergo seein this msg on screen...with my age d occurance of this mgs coming n making a slam on my life became more common.....i still remember d 1999 world cup which was promoted widely by its sponsors......being a ardent n obvoius fan in a cricket crazy nation i kept a track of all the events leadin to the world cup.....A major sponsor of the world cup den launched a scheme then which offfered ppl a chance to make their way to england for the world cup( ya...!! ur rite...all expenses paid...)..one was supposed to collect certain amount of the product wrappers n exchange it with a scratch card wich wud ultimately decide ur million dollar or penniless fortune.....m a big optimist..no matter how low d probablity of my successes r , i stand by it....however as the odds mights hav turned out i was welcomed by a msg saying 'TRY AGAIN"....though all my dreams shattered but dat was my 1st genuine rendezvous wid this ultra popular n money-mobilizing slogan for all d commercial vendors( i prefer calling these callous industries 'vendors'....it suits d best)....
Ever since i have encountered this phrase a no. of times.....right from web pages to the results of certain entrance exams....though some exams r quite apologetic n do feel n say sorry for ur failure but s msg sayin try again feels a hard slap on one's face makin spoof of all the efforts dat may have been laid in preparing for the exams....i have suffered it quite a no of times....most of the times i felt sorry for my computer which time n again displayed the msg sayin 'sorry u could'nt make it'....
But offlate in college TRY AGAIN or RE-DO( a shorter,harsher n simpler version) has been pretty common occurance....recollecting all such happenings n writin it down may be a bit difficult as m very sure by then my sleep would also welcome with a statement sayin 'try again' wen i get to bed....so here's in short...
The most credited subject of b.tech curriculam is the final yr project....i ( i mean v) have been very sincere wid our project leavin no stones unturned at every step....ever since we acknowledged d fact that our project would take a lot out of us we decided to be ultra careful...hard work has been our prority n v had been workin in labs for almost 5-6 hours a day...n 6 days a week....however fate had some tryin things stored in for us when a culture which v prepared after a week long work was declared contaminated by our project guide....it felt like shit wen ur hard work is thrown off the records....that time too the words Try Again kept revolving my mind....i felt a sense of urgency n showed a positive spirit to my sir sayin v'll try again....it was later dat i realised dat i made dat statement just to get relieved to d work v might had to do then....d week starts again tomorro n 'll get to work once again....more dan work the phrase 'TRY AGAIN' 'll be makin rounds in my mind...m not sure wat it really means...is it a statement meant to console others after one's non performance or is it an assurance of perfection in the next attemp....with the way things r goin around us( certainly after being bugged by SASTRA's wi-fi,i mean it only...)...i doubt if it means either of the above......understandin its meaning is certainly at discretion of the readors or we listeners.....!!!
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