The most anticipated and awaited movie after the fiesta put up by the producer's guild against the multiplex owners is supposedly expected to fill the unwanted vacuum created among the lovers of hindi cinema.The movie's name NewYork(no..its not a hollywood movie,its an indian one and directed and acted by indian film fraternity only).I presume that the movie is titled in this fashion to generate revenues abroad too and create a niche among the cash cows(read NRIs).The production house is none other than Yashraj who has to its credits some of the whopping successes lik 'Chak De' and on the contrary also has duds lik 'laga chunri.. ','jhoom barbar...' to name the few..
The movie comes in after a period of 3-4 months during which the audience hav obviosuly been deprived of some whole some entertainment. The recession which had a contraptual effect on very living being in this world somehow failed to impact the Bollywood.It was during this time that the industry rolled out its biggest grosser 'Ghajini' which cemented the utmost perfectionist adverb prefixed to its director. Seriously the movie was good but there were many movies of this genre which could have done better but due to lewd marketing and districbution practises, many of them bombed or performed below par.
The next few months will be a 'Diwali' of movies..Diwali because the its the time of the year where every Tom,Dick or Harry wants to cash in the festivity and earn the maxima...Though a big budget movie like 'Sawariya' fell flat though being relesed on this day..The only audiences it got where the ones who could not not make to the SRK starrer OSO or could not afford to shell out the outrageously priced tickets of the multiplexes.The 1st day shows in multiplexes biggies lik PVR,Inox hav rates as high as 800-1000 bucks..Things might go worse if u decide to get the ticekt from a agent..Be ready to be ridden off some gross... :)
Well am not a very outgoin person and my visits to multiplexes hav been quite limited and had materialised for d 1st time when in the rush of seeing a elite multiplex and breaking the jinx, i went for a disastrous movie way back in the yr 2004.I was'nt earning then and the money came at my dad's expense..The ticket was worth a whopping Rs 120 but did not deserve anythin more than Rs 20( that too if ur frend forcibly pays for the ticket)..The screen was occupied by nothing more than 20-25 people ,most of them were couples who found this dark solitary place as a happening place to make love rather than showing their affection in public..Obviously when u have political parties like MNS and Shiv sena these love fledglings always scare to show their adult hood and their affection in public noadays.. :)
However the place where i live in has some tabs in place when the prices of tickets are concerned..None of the multiplexes can charge anything beyond the fixed price of Rs.100 and it should include all taxes.
So ppl living in Hyderabad are in certain words relieved of shelling out some gross money if they foray into seeing the movie 1st day itself...that means you can manage girlfriends at affordable rates here without bothering ur wallet much...lol..
Anyways am going in for the movie tomorrow. The music is not much of a humming one and i guess the songs will move me more after am done with d movie..There’s a lot of expectation with d movie considering d fact its coming from an elite production house and is directed by revered Kabir Khan of the ‘Kabul Express’ fame.He has touched a sensitive issue in that movie with utmost care and there were really fine performances by all the actors there..
Hope the night show does’nt leave me with a guilt feeling of wasting some 40-50 bucks.....:)
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Friday, June 19, 2009
Well this is my 1st blog from my offcial laptop..Though i have been blogging in from a long time but the blogs have been generally the courtesy of other ppl owning their machines and lending me for sometime in order to fill my ever vying thirst of penning down my thoughts..Hmm its not generally penning down or scribbling in some text but its mainly the verocious movement of hands on the keyboard..Perfect 10 to my employer which makes me indulge myself in various tasks which invove a swift movemnt of hands over the keyboad with a sync hand to eye movement ensuring that the words being typed in makes sense and are not a comedy of errors.
The last time i involved myself in writing the blog i was pissed off with many things happening around me.However considering the fact that the rate at which am pissed off by ppl is generally very high but the last incident did test my nerves.Made great promises to myself,among them were the utter determination to crack the revered GMAT exams to pursue my MBA in a decent US university..No doubts i only colleges i thought about were SLOAN or HARVARD.... J
The week started with me making several flip through pages of the infamous ‘Word power made easy’ quite no. Of times..However my spurt with the language made me a bit apprensive about me being seriously into GMAT.Considering the fact that AID for a college in US was merely impossible he unless one has a unbelievably high score in GMAT and has a minimum of 3 yrs of experience at his wokplace with a perfect score in whatever indulged in a great recos from industrially known people...Now if my background if compared with this pre-requisites fell wide apart..So still am a bit skeptical about going in for the bang at the GMAT..As someone said unless one tried everything seemed unachievable.
Got a laptop some 30 hrs back..Rushed from office to take the delivery of the laptop from the courier guy...Finally my 1st look at the machine was not something which would awe-struck me...Some basic requirements were missing ,as in the LED for the caps lock and the num lock were missing and one really will hav to guess things or type in the note pad to ascertain the fact whether the caps lock is on or not...There were some aspects in which the laptop lacked ,but considering the fact that the lappie offered a great configuration at a resonable price.The RAM is as high as 4GB and certainly i can fell while am using Vista and running 4-5 other applications too...As of now the machine has not under went any jitters or stress as any other machine with a realatively low configuration would go through.Thought of writing in a review of the Inspiron 1545 which am owning right now.Though i later realized that i was quite unmature when writing a review about this model is concerned.Certaily my blog in the next 4-5 months will contain the review of the Insipron laptop.
Still what i have realized from this laptop is that it comes at great deal.I did a lot of online research before foraying in buyinh this machine.Certaily others with the same config came at a hefty price and did not hav any transparency when prices are concerned.And certainly Dell impressed me when the price and the transparency in prices where concerned.U customize ur own configuration and pay for the same.
Thats it for today.certainy my presence at my blog would be quite pertinent from now on,not as perinnial as the river ganges though J....the weekend would certainly get me involved me in more of research in the laptop is concerned...looking forward for fun filling,learning and an entertaining weekend(if i go ahead in my efforts at download and get the new dual port modem from Airtel...hope it materialises).
The last time i involved myself in writing the blog i was pissed off with many things happening around me.However considering the fact that the rate at which am pissed off by ppl is generally very high but the last incident did test my nerves.Made great promises to myself,among them were the utter determination to crack the revered GMAT exams to pursue my MBA in a decent US university..No doubts i only colleges i thought about were SLOAN or HARVARD.... J
The week started with me making several flip through pages of the infamous ‘Word power made easy’ quite no. Of times..However my spurt with the language made me a bit apprensive about me being seriously into GMAT.Considering the fact that AID for a college in US was merely impossible he unless one has a unbelievably high score in GMAT and has a minimum of 3 yrs of experience at his wokplace with a perfect score in whatever indulged in a great recos from industrially known people...Now if my background if compared with this pre-requisites fell wide apart..So still am a bit skeptical about going in for the bang at the GMAT..As someone said unless one tried everything seemed unachievable.
Got a laptop some 30 hrs back..Rushed from office to take the delivery of the laptop from the courier guy...Finally my 1st look at the machine was not something which would awe-struck me...Some basic requirements were missing ,as in the LED for the caps lock and the num lock were missing and one really will hav to guess things or type in the note pad to ascertain the fact whether the caps lock is on or not...There were some aspects in which the laptop lacked ,but considering the fact that the lappie offered a great configuration at a resonable price.The RAM is as high as 4GB and certainly i can fell while am using Vista and running 4-5 other applications too...As of now the machine has not under went any jitters or stress as any other machine with a realatively low configuration would go through.Thought of writing in a review of the Inspiron 1545 which am owning right now.Though i later realized that i was quite unmature when writing a review about this model is concerned.Certaily my blog in the next 4-5 months will contain the review of the Insipron laptop.
Still what i have realized from this laptop is that it comes at great deal.I did a lot of online research before foraying in buyinh this machine.Certaily others with the same config came at a hefty price and did not hav any transparency when prices are concerned.And certainly Dell impressed me when the price and the transparency in prices where concerned.U customize ur own configuration and pay for the same.
Thats it for today.certainy my presence at my blog would be quite pertinent from now on,not as perinnial as the river ganges though J....the weekend would certainly get me involved me in more of research in the laptop is concerned...looking forward for fun filling,learning and an entertaining weekend(if i go ahead in my efforts at download and get the new dual port modem from Airtel...hope it materialises).
Friday, May 29, 2009
I firmly belive that there are several events that keep trickling around u to balance off things...its perhaps the ubiquitous law of nature that if good thing happens to some person,it should be properly balanced with a bad happening or a tragedy that nullifies the effect...But y m i crapping today about laws of nature all of a sudden....perhaps the incidents that revolved around me since the inception of 2day's day may me submissive to indeed believe this 'all accepted' laws...
Today i.e 29th May '09 suddenly sprouted various feeling within me...among them where my job sucks,my colleagues are helpful nullified by the fact that my senior is an asshole,my friends &family rock and are supportive nullified by the fact that most of them live far far away from me...so the only solace,my sony ericssion K510i....:)
The day started on a worse note when i checked my salary for the month...Damn it..it was almost 5k less than expected...shocked ,bewildered ,i made a series of calls to really know who and whats the culprit...the so called 'transparency' of my company surrendered to itself when we were unable to find the real reason for salary cuts...people only speculated that it might be either variable pay cuts and HIS(healtlh insurance) premium cut....finally i gave up and tried to glue myself to the immortal computer screen(m sure that after knocking my PC with fists for number of time,it must be cursing me as of now)..had some issue to close in before we go on for the every friday's scheduled status update..though it never materialised(courtesy d ass****)...things were goin on a light note unil the AH called me up to ask or rather order me to come on weekdays...like a meek guy I behaved like a mute spectator listening and seeing myself crushed yet another time.I don't understand why d hell my reaction time is more than what child takes to bawl and cry if not given food...after listening to some so called issue(i guess my coding standards were below par as told by the AH and i need to improve badly...damn..fuck the AH)...I took almost 100 seconds to reconcile myself and another 200 seconds to build up my anger....My hands went cold and i took the step which i should have taken long back...i made a call to my onsite lead and professionally speaking,escalated the issue...m very sure no action would be taken against the AH but am very sure not to bent this time and bear his brunt.....his most strictest action may lead me to be kicked out of my account...but he fails to understand or deny the fact that am a bachelor and free of all boundary of relations...i don't mind leaving my company and all but my sternest of action may even lead to srewing the AH's happiness and i really mean this time...
Hmm...however the day ends on a brighter note after i got a call from a college friend....this was d very 2nd time i broke the record for longest talks on cellphone and i guess after the end of conversation even my cellfone got pissed of me and started disconnecting calls...:)...hmmm...wat did i speak...it was more about the complexities of each others life and how ppl in live can be so insensitive and so utter disrespect towards somebosy else's feelings......its almost 2 in night and i hav an office tommoro...but 2day's incident was an eye opener,reminding me of my erst while resolution of going for management and how casual i have been towards it offlate....
More than anything else i guess my blog will remind me of my resolution and keep pestering me towards it...and ya i write for myself...my very own sake...am real selfish when atleast this is concerned...:)
Today i.e 29th May '09 suddenly sprouted various feeling within me...among them where my job sucks,my colleagues are helpful nullified by the fact that my senior is an asshole,my friends &family rock and are supportive nullified by the fact that most of them live far far away from me...so the only solace,my sony ericssion K510i....:)
The day started on a worse note when i checked my salary for the month...Damn it..it was almost 5k less than expected...shocked ,bewildered ,i made a series of calls to really know who and whats the culprit...the so called 'transparency' of my company surrendered to itself when we were unable to find the real reason for salary cuts...people only speculated that it might be either variable pay cuts and HIS(healtlh insurance) premium cut....finally i gave up and tried to glue myself to the immortal computer screen(m sure that after knocking my PC with fists for number of time,it must be cursing me as of now)..had some issue to close in before we go on for the every friday's scheduled status update..though it never materialised(courtesy d ass****)...things were goin on a light note unil the AH called me up to ask or rather order me to come on weekdays...like a meek guy I behaved like a mute spectator listening and seeing myself crushed yet another time.I don't understand why d hell my reaction time is more than what child takes to bawl and cry if not given food...after listening to some so called issue(i guess my coding standards were below par as told by the AH and i need to improve badly...damn..fuck the AH)...I took almost 100 seconds to reconcile myself and another 200 seconds to build up my anger....My hands went cold and i took the step which i should have taken long back...i made a call to my onsite lead and professionally speaking,escalated the issue...m very sure no action would be taken against the AH but am very sure not to bent this time and bear his brunt.....his most strictest action may lead me to be kicked out of my account...but he fails to understand or deny the fact that am a bachelor and free of all boundary of relations...i don't mind leaving my company and all but my sternest of action may even lead to srewing the AH's happiness and i really mean this time...
Hmm...however the day ends on a brighter note after i got a call from a college friend....this was d very 2nd time i broke the record for longest talks on cellphone and i guess after the end of conversation even my cellfone got pissed of me and started disconnecting calls...:)...hmmm...wat did i speak...it was more about the complexities of each others life and how ppl in live can be so insensitive and so utter disrespect towards somebosy else's feelings......its almost 2 in night and i hav an office tommoro...but 2day's incident was an eye opener,reminding me of my erst while resolution of going for management and how casual i have been towards it offlate....
More than anything else i guess my blog will remind me of my resolution and keep pestering me towards it...and ya i write for myself...my very own sake...am real selfish when atleast this is concerned...:)
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Desperation,frustration brewed with added tension and the severe heat of the Hyderabad summer finally made me foray into blog once again...its not that I am doing favour to any one but a sudden eruption of words made me think..."chalo likhte hai.."..was passing time anyways....
The last blog i wrote was on feb d 14th dis yr..well..!! it was more of stupidity embedded with the last nite's beer can which made me overcome the daunting task but considering the length it seemed even in my sub-conscious state i was just trying to pull along..
Lets rewind a bit..I passed my college almost a yr back...to b precise on 22nd may was back to my home..bak amid preparations of my elder sister's marriage..a marriage means lots of well conceived planning and is more of a frenzied extravaganza which leaves me puzzled several occasions..However it was decent was 2 months passed by..no i didnot make any efforts for the marriage..it was best executed by my elder cousin bros,uncles nd etc etc...the event was a big ga-ga and taught me a hell lot of things...being patient is the 1st one...nd others i thing would be boring discussing over here..
The marriage ended wid my visit to college..i had to ferry along with me a guy to get him admitted to NIT Trichy..Convocation was another big event..Met almost evry one i wanted to meet...and the rest I just ignored off...This was followed by wat i term as my life's recession,though i mean in a much more positive sense..My younger sister who by stroke of her luck(as she claims) or by her brilliance(as i claim) studied in the same batch as I did got her call from TCS by end july..Off she was for her training program.The next 4 months that followed engaged me all sorts of frenzied activities..started seeing every soap on TV..right from Big Boss to Splitsvila and god knows wat all..added several kilos and few inches to my waist line..The person who clocked 32inches waist clocked record-breaking 36 inches of waist by the time my call from TCS came in mid octobr..Thereafter time or rather the days have been mostly fats-forwarded..Days passed like minutes..Within a span of 3 2 months I was done with 2 trainings and spent almost 5-7 days wid fever and 2-3 weeks on medicine...The end of the journey had led me to TCS Hyderabad where by am working on OCC project for Belgacom client which is based in Belgium.Am earning a decent package (if u talk relative to infy or wipro) but a very modest package if u talk relative to oracle ,cisco etc.
Last to last week made a trip to mumbai.The primary aim was to meet my sister.Stayed at friends place...Though met them after a long time but still time froze wen i went across them after such a long time..It was a wonderful trip and i really felt for dese guys who made 1-2 hrs trip from their home to various part of Mumbai for their work and then bak home...the trip was really wonderful it various senses..
That's it for the day...M not used to scribbling so many lines at a time for a long time..it'll take time before i get bak to my normal bloggig ways... :)
The last blog i wrote was on feb d 14th dis yr..well..!! it was more of stupidity embedded with the last nite's beer can which made me overcome the daunting task but considering the length it seemed even in my sub-conscious state i was just trying to pull along..
Lets rewind a bit..I passed my college almost a yr back...to b precise on 22nd may was back to my home..bak amid preparations of my elder sister's marriage..a marriage means lots of well conceived planning and is more of a frenzied extravaganza which leaves me puzzled several occasions..However it was decent was 2 months passed by..no i didnot make any efforts for the marriage..it was best executed by my elder cousin bros,uncles nd etc etc...the event was a big ga-ga and taught me a hell lot of things...being patient is the 1st one...nd others i thing would be boring discussing over here..
The marriage ended wid my visit to college..i had to ferry along with me a guy to get him admitted to NIT Trichy..Convocation was another big event..Met almost evry one i wanted to meet...and the rest I just ignored off...This was followed by wat i term as my life's recession,though i mean in a much more positive sense..My younger sister who by stroke of her luck(as she claims) or by her brilliance(as i claim) studied in the same batch as I did got her call from TCS by end july..Off she was for her training program.The next 4 months that followed engaged me all sorts of frenzied activities..started seeing every soap on TV..right from Big Boss to Splitsvila and god knows wat all..added several kilos and few inches to my waist line..The person who clocked 32inches waist clocked record-breaking 36 inches of waist by the time my call from TCS came in mid octobr..Thereafter time or rather the days have been mostly fats-forwarded..Days passed like minutes..Within a span of 3 2 months I was done with 2 trainings and spent almost 5-7 days wid fever and 2-3 weeks on medicine...The end of the journey had led me to TCS Hyderabad where by am working on OCC project for Belgacom client which is based in Belgium.Am earning a decent package (if u talk relative to infy or wipro) but a very modest package if u talk relative to oracle ,cisco etc.
Last to last week made a trip to mumbai.The primary aim was to meet my sister.Stayed at friends place...Though met them after a long time but still time froze wen i went across them after such a long time..It was a wonderful trip and i really felt for dese guys who made 1-2 hrs trip from their home to various part of Mumbai for their work and then bak home...the trip was really wonderful it various senses..
That's it for the day...M not used to scribbling so many lines at a time for a long time..it'll take time before i get bak to my normal bloggig ways... :)
Saturday, February 14, 2009
wat else do i want...!!
its been almost a yr since i wrote my last blog...guess d inner thirst of words which fancied my emotions had a run for their money...but somehow m bak....thanks to this braodband net coonection and my friend's lappie..
diring d past 1 week d level of uncontent and discomfort has been rising at an unprecedented pace giving me jitters now n den...perhaps my hectic life gives me razor blade edge chance to really think about my aspiratins and ambitions...dis weekend i was forced to think so...guess d real me has been missing as always...no inner calls dis time..probably dis is d hangover of d last nite's full stomach beer can wich's makin me think in such a fashion..contrary to wat i believe,m still not sure wat i want in life nd wat i am really doing...
As always m still d same guy,always in dilemma and very thoughtful, a simple event nd m down to ashes...perhaps its d time to resurrect myself n get me my lost glory....
diring d past 1 week d level of uncontent and discomfort has been rising at an unprecedented pace giving me jitters now n den...perhaps my hectic life gives me razor blade edge chance to really think about my aspiratins and ambitions...dis weekend i was forced to think so...guess d real me has been missing as always...no inner calls dis time..probably dis is d hangover of d last nite's full stomach beer can wich's makin me think in such a fashion..contrary to wat i believe,m still not sure wat i want in life nd wat i am really doing...
As always m still d same guy,always in dilemma and very thoughtful, a simple event nd m down to ashes...perhaps its d time to resurrect myself n get me my lost glory....
Thursday, May 15, 2008
things have been irrelevent,insignificant for me for a long time...doesn't matter a lot wats goin around me...d reason i hav really stopped carin n broodin things over...few days bak one of my frens uttered on bein drunk dat u shud think about only dose who think about u...though ppl took dat in a lighter vein dat time but somethin struck my chord...dere were echoes in my self-conscious who did tell me d truthfulness of wat was said...!! 4 yrs in college n apart from some treasured frens n a degree i hav nothin to b proud of....guess everyone feels d same...but for me its been a mixed treasure of frens who loved n frens who hurt me..but come on...m optimistic...ppl 'll realize deir mistakes... ;)
technically dis shud b d last blog of my college given d fact dat i hav just 3 more excruciating days at d coll...added to it gettin a comp to blog in has become quite difficult...ppl r busy burnin deir cd's n dvd's...so probably dis last blog would not be dat interestin n would more be d emotional types...its not dat m fakin it up but d oder part of mine which is less humurous n more of serious is quite emotional....just now i left a fren of mine who's on his way to him...a yr as a roomie i had no words to tell him at end...really parting's tough n things get worse wen u kno dat meetin again might not be possible...things hav come to standstill....dropped my plan of goin to trichy just bcuz i din wanna another day of toil in hot weather...feelings r mix...m rather happy at goin home n join my dad for my didi's marriage preparations but dunno things go other way round wen someone expresses dat he/she'll miss me....god...!! i really hate it...dunno why dis feelin hav been made...y shud v feel afterall...come on...its just been 4 yrs 2gether....still...m perplexed or rather confused....!!
still 3 days to go...tryin to meet all n just say a final good bye to dem....and waitin for a few ppl to say me a good bye....m not expectant but just tryin giv a proper shape to a so called good relation i had wid dem...dunno wid how many ppl 'll be in contact...m not d one who goes on droppin by to say 'hi'...rather i prefer d safe route of not encounterin ppl of my past...but dere's someone in me who wants to change....change for d good...
hope things work out....m bein optimistic....in course of fillin many frens slam book i wrote in a few dat...d world is short n we have to go a long way....hope i keep bumpin into dese treasure hunts of mine n relish d old days we spent together....hope it works as i think of...finally 'll my coll
technically dis shud b d last blog of my college given d fact dat i hav just 3 more excruciating days at d coll...added to it gettin a comp to blog in has become quite difficult...ppl r busy burnin deir cd's n dvd's...so probably dis last blog would not be dat interestin n would more be d emotional types...its not dat m fakin it up but d oder part of mine which is less humurous n more of serious is quite emotional....just now i left a fren of mine who's on his way to him...a yr as a roomie i had no words to tell him at end...really parting's tough n things get worse wen u kno dat meetin again might not be possible...things hav come to standstill....dropped my plan of goin to trichy just bcuz i din wanna another day of toil in hot weather...feelings r mix...m rather happy at goin home n join my dad for my didi's marriage preparations but dunno things go other way round wen someone expresses dat he/she'll miss me....god...!! i really hate it...dunno why dis feelin hav been made...y shud v feel afterall...come on...its just been 4 yrs 2gether....still...m perplexed or rather confused....!!
still 3 days to go...tryin to meet all n just say a final good bye to dem....and waitin for a few ppl to say me a good bye....m not expectant but just tryin giv a proper shape to a so called good relation i had wid dem...dunno wid how many ppl 'll be in contact...m not d one who goes on droppin by to say 'hi'...rather i prefer d safe route of not encounterin ppl of my past...but dere's someone in me who wants to change....change for d good...
hope things work out....m bein optimistic....in course of fillin many frens slam book i wrote in a few dat...d world is short n we have to go a long way....hope i keep bumpin into dese treasure hunts of mine n relish d old days we spent together....hope it works as i think of...finally 'll my coll
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Time n again i hav refrained myself from bein d better half of mine....d part which is less repulsive..calm..composed n d one which earns me a good name...but its like moving towards oblivion...every step of mine inches me towards it...d more i try to be someone who's d best d other half of mine sprangs to life with utmost force...
bein someone who has aways tried to be sincere atleast wen relations r concerned a few things pain.....wen ur closed ones move their back against u..d worse thing about me is m simply unable to backtalk about my frens...i hav a doubt n bang in...!!!..offlate ppl hav termed n infact also trashed me sayin m too demanding....m not fully sure but is d fact dat expectin ur sister to talk to u once a week is demanding....askin ur fren to meet someday is demandin..or is it expectin a hi or a simple smile on a fren's face ?? m simply clueless.....ppl say m too sensitive n take things on a very serious note.....damn it..!! i have always felt i hav been right no matter wat d world says....yeah.. i accept d fact dat m short tempered, harsh wid my words n often too critical n sarcastic wid my tongue but dat r my inborn traits n ppl who once claimed to be my closest buddies did knew about dis innate nature of mine....i wonder d most wen things which seemed a unique charcater of mine to ppl is somehow destablisin dem now....ppl feel bad wen i say anythin....come on..!! u talk to me after a month of exile..how can u expect to be let go widout a few critical words..
added to dis bundle of surprises...my class organising a farewelll....more of a get together( read it as an extravaganza just to promote interaction among ppl..) yup..i meant interaction only....3 yrs as a class n words like manage,interaction still comes wen a class get together has to be organized....last nite i got a msg sayin or rather informin me n a classmate of mine of dis farewell..!! taken aback it took me nothin less dan 300 odd seconds to think wat to reply...somethin which would tempt ppl to understand my lack of interest for dis....my excuse was simple n i thought fair enuf..somethin wich i had used in my past to evade many trips...financial crunch...but i had no idea dat dis reply wud trigger a chain of disputes...i guess at d 1st case i hurt d person who took pains to type in d msg n get it delivered to me(seriously man..i appluad any effort of anyone who msgs me....!!!) den another fren(who happens to be a girl) who i do respect d most called my fren to assess d current situation..my fren who is someone 'i don't wanna any controversies' types thot it better to pass d baton to me...raisin my voice phone is somethin i really hate..1st of all u let everyone around u know about ur pissed off situation....added to it chances of havin any effect on d oder side is less likely....n d last thing which i had in my mind was to blame dis fren who was at no fault of hers....my point was very simple...y should v follow others n do wat dey r doin...i really admired d way a get together was organized at d last day of coll....all enjoyed n had fun...i don't see reason y ppl should travel to 8 kms far in dis extemely hot weather n hav a lunch in some starred restuarants....added to it i din talk to half d ppl of d grp supposed to join me as a class....80% of my classmates were unknown to me...sayin 'hi' to dem wen i went across dem was surely out of contentions....but wat was more terrifyin was d remainin 15% whom i knew even was out of reach n sometimes i felt it was a rather 100% who was unaccessable to me...exceptions r dere though....wen u talk like dis ppl tend to find ur fault at it...but i felt glad wen my fren voiced a similar opinion...guess he's not dat vocal n tries hard to lash it out...but noways i'll accept somethin lik dis..
don know but wat i feel is still dere r ppl who feel m right...may b not many..i hav done dis many a times...analyse myself n fight my pseudeintellect to finally conclude m on d right way..coupled wid dese thots i feel i get to be d villian once again...despite of attempts( i won't say it was brave ones) i played a spoil sport puttin many dreams n aspirations in a turmoil...but i know m right wid my words n do standby it....!!!!!!
bein someone who has aways tried to be sincere atleast wen relations r concerned a few things pain.....wen ur closed ones move their back against u..d worse thing about me is m simply unable to backtalk about my frens...i hav a doubt n bang in...!!!..offlate ppl hav termed n infact also trashed me sayin m too demanding....m not fully sure but is d fact dat expectin ur sister to talk to u once a week is demanding....askin ur fren to meet someday is demandin..or is it expectin a hi or a simple smile on a fren's face ?? m simply clueless.....ppl say m too sensitive n take things on a very serious note.....damn it..!! i have always felt i hav been right no matter wat d world says....yeah.. i accept d fact dat m short tempered, harsh wid my words n often too critical n sarcastic wid my tongue but dat r my inborn traits n ppl who once claimed to be my closest buddies did knew about dis innate nature of mine....i wonder d most wen things which seemed a unique charcater of mine to ppl is somehow destablisin dem now....ppl feel bad wen i say anythin....come on..!! u talk to me after a month of exile..how can u expect to be let go widout a few critical words..
added to dis bundle of surprises...my class organising a farewelll....more of a get together( read it as an extravaganza just to promote interaction among ppl..) yup..i meant interaction only....3 yrs as a class n words like manage,interaction still comes wen a class get together has to be organized....last nite i got a msg sayin or rather informin me n a classmate of mine of dis farewell..!! taken aback it took me nothin less dan 300 odd seconds to think wat to reply...somethin which would tempt ppl to understand my lack of interest for dis....my excuse was simple n i thought fair enuf..somethin wich i had used in my past to evade many trips...financial crunch...but i had no idea dat dis reply wud trigger a chain of disputes...i guess at d 1st case i hurt d person who took pains to type in d msg n get it delivered to me(seriously man..i appluad any effort of anyone who msgs me....!!!) den another fren(who happens to be a girl) who i do respect d most called my fren to assess d current situation..my fren who is someone 'i don't wanna any controversies' types thot it better to pass d baton to me...raisin my voice phone is somethin i really hate..1st of all u let everyone around u know about ur pissed off situation....added to it chances of havin any effect on d oder side is less likely....n d last thing which i had in my mind was to blame dis fren who was at no fault of hers....my point was very simple...y should v follow others n do wat dey r doin...i really admired d way a get together was organized at d last day of coll....all enjoyed n had fun...i don't see reason y ppl should travel to 8 kms far in dis extemely hot weather n hav a lunch in some starred restuarants....added to it i din talk to half d ppl of d grp supposed to join me as a class....80% of my classmates were unknown to me...sayin 'hi' to dem wen i went across dem was surely out of contentions....but wat was more terrifyin was d remainin 15% whom i knew even was out of reach n sometimes i felt it was a rather 100% who was unaccessable to me...exceptions r dere though....wen u talk like dis ppl tend to find ur fault at it...but i felt glad wen my fren voiced a similar opinion...guess he's not dat vocal n tries hard to lash it out...but noways i'll accept somethin lik dis..
don know but wat i feel is still dere r ppl who feel m right...may b not many..i hav done dis many a times...analyse myself n fight my pseudeintellect to finally conclude m on d right way..coupled wid dese thots i feel i get to be d villian once again...despite of attempts( i won't say it was brave ones) i played a spoil sport puttin many dreams n aspirations in a turmoil...but i know m right wid my words n do standby it....!!!!!!
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