11 months n few days henceforth......m back.....high on alcohol n if ppl r to belive me certainly high on my spirits too....contrary to popular belief dat ppl spate out filth n tend to be hyper vulgar when high on alcohol,ifeel just the opposite....
Me n my room partners r not regular drunkyards n few pegs of any brand of whisky makes us get out of this fake world conscious yet trying to prove its mettle by doing things which would make it popular but not self-popular....just 2 pegs were enough for me to get to the realism.....boozing n enjoying is one thing but getting into converstaion after dat is just the other.....ppl tend to speak nothing but truth n reality...n i who's not so vocal try to pen it down...i laid this extra effort just to remind myself what exactly i am when m faking it out to the world.....faking just to make sure dat m pa r with them...no matter even if dat means accepting certain degraded values of the society which according to recent n populist ppl's terms r latest trends.....trends which v need to follow to move on in live.....
two hours after the alcohol started numbing the central nervous system i went into conversation with a friend....though not in particular but he pointed my shortcomings.....damn...!! i to realize it n feel i have gone a long way....long way in accepting the modern theories,tryin to be hip-hoff,trackin things which would make me feel prodigy....but certaily m faking it all up....3 yrs in coll i agree i have disregarded a lot things...my injustices to ppl have been a regular phenomenon....just trying to prove m right no matter even if it means lying to some close frens n breaking promises with ppl....d gaurav which came in the college with a decent attitude,big dreams n a natural frair seems to have lost in the race of life.....ya i have geared up if its concerned with being notorious n trying to ruin ppl's happiness but d karizma i has certainly lack-lustered....m yet not sure why exactly i couldn't help myself.....
Offlate my compromises with life had feel very regular....no matter wat happens i feel its destined....the hunger within has certaily cooled down....nowadays ppl regard me as a filth on the road....m over-looked n avoided my many....ppl who loved talking to me sometimes back feel stuck up in my company.....f*** i feel d same....
My getting accustomed to this latest trend is not something new....most of the ppl fall in the same trap....though its not too late n the litmus test the life is subjecting me through is yet to be over......but it all depends on me....at 12:5 am n certainly high on whisky my tottering these lines seems to be my call of conscoius but its the new day tomorrow which'll tell me where i lead to.....will i adhere to the correct path or stick to the place where ppl find themselves stuck with me....its a big question but certainly the concious of mine will lead me the right way...hope...!!! it ends the right way n i get my rights rite.....!!!!
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